Present yourself as legible, bring me something I can make intelligible.
ACC, a clouded cipher.
There’s nothing in my mind to find the words I need.
A webbed lucid dream, the composition of reality.
I should see sunshine, I should see the moon at night. Yet, what else could I be if I’m nothing in between?
A skeleton key can’t fit in my skull.
A notion of self is nearly null.
Conceptualize my thoughts, yet I’m not reaching comprehension.
Condense the condition I am in.
I’m blinded by intricacy. It’s only worsened by intimacy.
I can’t see the sunshine, I can’t see the moon at night—Staggered by the heights I need to reach.
Give me a lifespan to find my synopsis.
The memoir, my obituary.
Nature takes more than interpretation.
Would you build me a statue lacking a face?
Mold it from clay, the grass, and my bones.
I will see sunshine, and I will see the moon at night. It’s not all I can be, it’s all only hyperbolizing me.
Tell me, Alexithymia, would you uncover my eyes if I could find the words I need?
Please, allow me a red glimpse of light peeking through the skin.
Understand something I don’t—I don’t see the sunshine, I don’t see the moon at night.
Plainly, I’ve seen nothing that illustrates me.
